I Really Need to Get it Together!

I am just one royal mess today. I finally caught P.S. I Love You on HBO (the movie that Ashley and Vicki tried to get me to watch while I was pregnant...but I refused because I KNEW this would happen and with pregnancy hormones OMG). Worst best movie ever. Seriously. I cried through the whole damn thing and haven't stopped crying since. *Sigh*

Of course it doesn't help that I am waiting on MY wonderful husband to come home today. Or that I'm sick and feeling like crap already. Or that my house is as much of a mess as I am. Or that Trevor has been a blur of giggles and toddles and it breaks my heart just as much as it makes me proud that he is growing up.

I HATE sappy movies.

Have I ever told you that Josh bought the movie City of Angels off of Ebay, because he couldn't find it anywhere, just for the sake of seeing me cry at the end? (I didn't by the way. He was crushed.) LOL

So, I sit here...blogging about nothing...waiting for Trev to wake up from his nap...thinking of all the things that I should be doing instead of this...crying over a stupid movie that just ruined my whole day.

Can you believe that this adorable little man is already almost 9 months old?



I can't.

I just want to squish him and make him stay little forever.